July 2011

I'm depressed, but trying not to be. Have been job hunting for months and not had any luck yet, but I know I'm not alone with that. That is not the source of my saddness though. I refuse to go into another God I hate my parents, my dad is such an asshole! rant.

So let's talk about something else. That photo that I put on the end of my last post is stolen (shh!) from a website that sells lingerie, sex toys and porn. I like it and I found I was able to save it right from the webpage :)
On a different matter, I need money. I really need money. Yeah I know, who doesn't? I just wish it didn't slip through my fingers like powder. I have no way of making money. I will just have to do it the old fashioned way. IF I ever find employment that is! If I was better looking I might consider glamour modeling, but getting into that is just as hard as getting into anything.

I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying. Nobody cares about my ravings anyway. This is just a public diary and is meant to make me feel better. It doesn't always work.

Thanks for all the annonymous spam guys. And I really appreciate the messages in Greek that I have no clue what is being said, cause that is totally my first language! If it is not Greek, I have no idea what language it is or even what it says. But it's fascinating. If anyone has the ability feel free to leave me a comment in Japanese. That is such a beautiful language (in writing). Still would have no clue what it says though. All none illegal money making ideas also welcome. lol.

This is Poonam Jhawar. (Yes, I borrowed it from the web.) She's a Bollywood actress, if you don't know her. Isn't she beautiful? I like this cause her breasts look so sexy and you can see her nipples. Mmm...