World Trade Center Rebuild

If any of you are interested enough or care enough to contribute your opinions to this, please check out this link.

http://www.petitiononline.com/wtc911/petition.html

The above is a petition to rebuild twin towers, similar to how they were before. And not to build the Freedom tower as new york is planning to. Do a google search for WTC rebuild or similar words to that and you will be able to read up sites telling you what is going on with that. I care about this and have voted on this petition. I think that New York needs another pair of beautiful skyscraping towers. And not what they are planning. The plans are beautiful, but not good enough quite frankly. Anyway, that's all. Thanks for looking folks.

Luke

• No, I have not heard yet. Well, I have had a confirmation letter that I passed my initial recruitment test. The letter also said that I will be contacted by my local area with regards to the interview. Assuming I pass that I then need to phone up and arrange a medical. So, just waiting on a response from area. I am going away on holiday in just over a week, for two weeks. I hope I get a response before I go.
• Are you alright?

P.I.R.T.

My test went really well. I was in a group of ten people taking it, eight men and one other woman. We all did really good on the test. The first answer sheet was marked while we were completing the final section of the test. From that we must all have passed. So, that is excellent. The next stage is an interview. More nail biting going on there then. I can just imagine myself as a worst case scenario interviewee. Pretty non verbal, can't think of any good responses and come across as just all wrong and uninterested! I'm sure that won't happen for me, but I can see the possibility.

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My police initial recruitment test

Apologies for yesterday's post. Clearly I have issues! Don't worry, I'm working them out. I think.....
On better news, today I received an appointment letter for my P.I.R. test. I realised after writing the appointment in my diary that I have seen the shorthand for the police initial recruitment test before. Probably on the forums and I hadn't a clue what a P.I.R. test was! Or was it written as a P.I.R.T. ? Anyway the world makes sense again now, with regards to that. There was a practice test enclosed. I did it and I aced it! I'm SO excited! I can hardly wait to begin. Out of the four practice sections I only got two questions wrong out of a total of twenty five. That has to be a good sign.
Not much else to report today. The PIRT thing has made my day though. I am so happy now.

Can't think of a clever blog title today

Don't really know what to talk about today. I am a little worried about wee man who blogs police camera paperwork. He has not been on his blog for a couple of weeks and that is most unlike him. I can understand the various reasons why, but can't wait for him to post again all the same. I have had a letter today in regards to joining the police (as a special). The security checks have been completed and I will be contacted in the next four weeks sometime with regard to the initial police recruitment test. Woo hoo! It's exciting. I can't wait.
It is great that there has been no further terrorist attacks happening. Not yet anyway. And many have been arrested. Which is also excellent. But if they are determined enough it might not be enough to stop them.
I have been thinking about myself and my state of mind a little bit. Don't worry, I have not decided anything too radical. I guess I view slim and attractive women as sex objects (in a way). I am going somewhere with this. And since I'm female, men must by assumption also share this viewpoint. I see myself as not overy attractive (whatever I mean by that!) Pretty, but not thin. I have an overly fat stomach. I am not obese however. I therefore do not come under the catagorey of a sexually attractive woman. (in the way above mentioned) I have been working on getting back to the physical shape I'd like to be again. I am not having the success with this I could be having. Can you see what I'm getting at with this? I think my state of mind prevents me from achieving the goal of being a slim size 12 again. Because if I was I would be seen by all as an attractive young woman. This would be a good thing. It would also leave me more open to being accosted/ groped/ chatted up/ raped by random men I don't know. This is of course a load of bollocks! I know. If you can make any sense of all my ramblings, I hope you get my point. If a man is going to rape someone it doesn't matter if she weighs 12 stone or is a stick insect. If he is drunk/desperate/ evil enough to decide to rape a woman all that matters is that he can get his dick into her. (Bitter? Me? Never!) Maybe I just need counselling. Victim support have been in touch with me, but I have not had any counselling. I am at a kind of cross purposes in my mind. On one side I am messed up in my view of men and on the other side I want one to satisfy my urges with. I'm crazy! I am not very trusting. I think that all men are only after one thing, no matter what they may say. (Perhaps I am just judging them by my own standards!) At the same time, there are plenty of nice, decent men out there who don't have one thing on their agenda all the time. I am so contradictory!
Anyway I must go now. I have to do things other than talk bollocks at you on here. (I am not just making this stuff up for fun, by the way)
And thank you for your nice comment Unlikely Cop, if you're reading this.

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Al Queda are back and other things

I have realised that I may be contradicting myself in some way and creating doubt about my genuineness to those of you who might be reading this. I am not lying about anything on here. This blog is like a virtual diary to me. All the events and emotions and so on that I portray on here are completely true and I am being totally honest with you. Yes, I was really raped. No one has said anything to me, but I feel like a fraud anyway because there are so many women out there who do lie about that kind of thing. I just hope my word on it's own is good enough for you. And I do know the day before I was saying how much I am gagging for some sex. That is also true. The rape did not rob me of my natural desires and emotions. I'm sure I have scars of some kind from what happened, but I still like sex. Just not with my ex. I never wanted to have sex with him again after what he did. I have however had two relationships since we split and they did get sexual.

We are now under attack from terrorists again. It is horrifying. On friday some men tried to bomb nightclubbers in London and on Saturday they tried to blow up Glasgow airport. I just thank god that nobody has been killed yet. In the run up to the fourth of July as well. Considering our relationship with America, is that intentional on the part of the terrorists? Or am I just making a link that isn't there? Are they going to target the United States this week also? They must be well pissed that they have not caused the devastation and horrific deaths that they intended to. I hope that they don't ever achieve their aim. The newspapers are surely right when they say the terrorists will try again. It is inevitable. At least we are prepared for whatever comes next and can head it off before people die. Whatever may be coming next.