I haven't posted on here for weeks. I've been pretty busy with things.
I have had an interview for becoming a special. And I dutifully fecked it up. I was way more nervous than anticipated and my brain refused to be quick off the mark when responding to the questions. The good news is that I made a good enough impression with my confidence and stuff that the chief inspectors will see me again. I get a second shot at the interview, yay! I just hope I do better this time. I know I can do it. If I fuck it up for myself I will kick my own ass. My interview is in a couple of weeks.
There is a lot of crap going on in the country at the moment. Makes me think I must be crazy to want to get into the police, in light of such an agressive society. I don't really want to comment on the state of things. Prison officers going on strike over their pay, gun crime worse than it ever was in New York City, dad's taken out for defending their families and homes, etc, etc.
I think we are heading for a new civil war or something! Can you tell me we're not?
Nobody trusts the govenment (if we ever did), nobody gets fair pay except the MP's themselves. We are killing ourselves here and there is not a damn thing anybody is doing about it!
I think the world its self is on some sort of self destruct cycle now. We've kicked the planets butt so much it is waving the white flag in surrender. Hence the fucked up weather and confussed wildlife (sharks in british waters, etc). Global warming is taking control of things. The sea levels will dutifully rise away and the polar ice caps are beginning to melt into oblivian already. Before you know it we will have killed ourselves or have vanished under a scortching water planet.
Did I say I didn't want to talk about the state of the world today? I guess I do.
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